Friday, February 27, 2009

Friday

So we still don't know what school/schools Collin got into, but we know we aren't moving to Lubbock. Which is ok with us. Lubbock is a lot like Riverside and doesn't really have a lot to offer that is attractive to us. So I'm still hoping for Denver or Houston.

In other news, I run. A lot. About 25 miles a week right now. And I love it. I've been running for about 2 years now. For the past 6 months or so, I've been training continuously for a half-marathon that I'm too chicken to sign up for. I'm not worried about the distance. I've run 15 miles at a time before, but I'm worried that I'll be slower than everyone else, which I probably will be. My pace is about 11:30 min/mile, which is tons better than where I started. I can't help but wish that I could do a 9 min pace. I'll get there, it just frustrates me how long that may take, mostly because I hate speed work. I have a mental block about running fast, it makes me panicky, like I'm haveing an asthma attack, instead of just breathing hard. I think once I get over the mental issues. I should be able to run much faster, I just have to learn that I'm not dying. This week I ran 4 miles at a 9:55 pace and last week I ran 2 miles at a 9:38, so I'm making some progress.

My weight loss hasn't been going as smoothly. I'm extremely active, so I'm hungry a lot and I tend to overeat because "I deserve it" for working so hard with the running and all. But I rejoined online Weight Watchers and I've been tracking my food intake a lot more. I've already lost the weight I'd gained in the Halloween/Thanksgiving/Christmas extravaganza, but I've sort of stalled out for the past couple of weeks. So this week, I'm trying harder to stay on plan, and I decided not to eat all of my Activity Points, perhaps that will make a difference. Next week, I'm going to try really hard to stay within my point balance for the day, instead of using Flex Points every evening. I have a problem with saving my points all day and then having an eating fest when I get home. It would be better to more evenly distribute my points throughout the day, so I'll try that as well.

Nothing else exciting is happening. My parent are coming in a couple of weeks (hopefully). So, we'll be doing all sorts of fun SoCal stuff, like the Tar Pits and Pink's and the Getty and the beach. I'm looking forward to that.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Wow....

Its been awhile since my last post. So just to fill you in. I am in California now, and I'm not loving it. In fact, Collin has applied to a bunch of schools outside of California, and we are waiting to find out where we are moving next. I hope to know by the middle of March, and then we can start making plans and decisions. I like the planning and deciding phase better than the sitting and waiting phase we are in now.

So, why didn't we like California? I have a list of reasons.

1. Collin can't find work. There were jobs advertised for English teachers when we moved here, but the budget situation in California caused most of those jobs to go unfilled. So living in California on one income is difficult. I would love to explore the area more, but we just plain can't afford it.

2. Riverside doesn't suit our vibe. I was hoping California would be like one giant Austin, but its not. Riverside is like the Lubbock of California. No art theatres, no Whole Foods, no used book stores. Riverside does have a Trader Joes, but its not the same as Whole Foods or Central Market. I think the worst is the lack of used book stores, we miss Half Price Books more than I can say.

3. We haven't made any new friends here. My co-workers are really nice, and some of them have reached out to me very kindly, but we haven't found any good friends to hang out with yet. Part of that is because Collin is not working, many of our friends in Texas were met through his school and work. I guess we could get involved in something, but I'm lazy when it comes to socializing. I miss our Texas friends.

4. Its freaking expensive to live in California, granted this one goes with number one, but the fact remains. I hate living in our 1 BDRM 1 BATH apartment. Which is $400 more than the 2 and 2 we had in San Marcos. Cereal is $4-5 a box and eggs are $3 a dozen. If I was making as much as a do in Texas, we could afford a new car and still have money to save. Here, I'm going into debt just living here, to pay for car repairs, etc.

5. I miss my family and friends. I'm missing out on seeing my nephew. Its hard to communicate with my dad and my brother over the phone. I just need to see them more often. Same with my friends, its hard to keep up with them when we are so far away, and it was so nice to see them when we were there at Christmas.

So, that's why California sucks, and that's why we are moving. I don't know where. Las Vegas, Salt Lake City, Denver, Lubbock, Houston, and Athens, GA are the options. I hope we know soon.